Sunday, October 3, 2010

I love to hate you.

It's pretty obvious who this one's about.
I wrote this right after school ended. When the pain was still fresh.

Have you no heart?
At one point, we became inseparable.
Never-swaying, solid, avid friends.

My adoration quickly heightened for you.
Rapidly, I fell for your gentle words; altruistic gestures.

Your charming facade dragged me in relentlessly.
My desperate attempts to feign nonchalance plummeted past the boundaries of sanity.

As each day passed, and those words were spoken,
I knew I could deny my true sentiments no longer.

But, as I came to terms with these inexplicable desires,
you changed.

Your complete personality altered.
And, there I stood, confusion and heartbreak manifesting it’s way into my soul.

Now, here I rest, angst clouding my thoughts.

Sincere longing still exists, yes, but your indifference continues to tarnish my happiness.

Is this where you stay, forevermore?
Entrenched in your world of solemnity?



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